axenome

Some days, a game just doesn't go the way you want it to. Other days, like today, a game just doesn't go. Two people showed up today for D&D; out of a campaign with seven players, that's just not enough to run a damn thing. We shot the breeze for an hour about general topics then called it a day. I will go back to creating and refining prestige classes and new content; it's my favorite part of being a DM anyways.

They used to call it blank page syndrome. You stare at the empty page and freeze. Can't write or draw. Your mind won't leave its log jam. It's in your head: What if I fuck up this idea I had? What if it doesn't look like I see it in my head? And to the second question: It never does. To the first: You always do. It's part of art. Part of writing. It always fucks up, it's never like it seems in our head. But it gets worse when we try to force it to be. So no matter how angry and how frustrated you get. Don't force it.